Thursday, December 24, 2009

December 24, 2009

 Happy Christmas Eve!
Christmas is tomorrow!(obviously, c:) Im pretty excited, let me tell you!

I got my Dsi early and my pokemon game.♥

Lately I've been hanging out with my friends Haley and Dylan.

Last night we silly stringed and flowered a car that was our friend's.
This morning that friend called me and was all "OMG, WHY DID YOU GUYS DO THAT TO MY  CAR?!"

He then started talking about how the place has cameras and that just made confess we did, why lie when there is proof right?

Well this friend is actually interested in me now, and that just makes me all crazy in the stomach, but that's for another story.

Well Dylan texted me going all "OMG, why did you tell Tyler that we did it?"
I texted Tyler and he said to both of them that he had proof, so he made it clear that I didn't do anything wrong.
:/
I still feel horrible about it.
Should I feel bad about something like that?
Idk if I should or not.

I just hope Haley will party with me after Christmas, I need a party buddy.
D;

:c
blah,
Overall, My life is pretty dandy besides that.

I'm going to be in Butte for a couple of days after Christmas and that excites me 'cause I get to party.
c:
If Haley isn't mad at me, gah.

Anyways, I don't want to make thing into a big vent post.
My life is going great and I'm just a tad overwhelmed from being tired, which makes me quite emotional.

I'm currently listening to Lady Gaga, which comforts me so much. She has songs that just speak to me in ways that no one else can. She just inspires me to be myself and now that I'm doing that, I just dgaf about what people think, only what people who are really close to me really think.

Maturing? I think so.(That was quite a naive comment)
c:

I'm just NOW getting a grasp at what it's like to have friend and I'm scared that it's turning to crap.
:c
I like having friends, but Drama isn't my thing either.

Excuse my emotional-ness, I'm just tiredd.
Maybe when I get a nice bit of sleep and a good meal, My head will be better.

Hopefully the Cheers of Christmas will make Haley happier!
She's probably not even pissed off at me, but it's whatever.
c:

So yeah.
That's my life atm.



Thursday, December 10, 2009

winter days

Winter days,        inviting and cold.
            Winter nights,            deceiving and bold.

                 Innocent and pure.
Nothing but violence and fear.



Here comes the village,
just within sight!

Never going
down
down 
down

         without a fight.   
Just to be,
                                 with you 
                                          you 
                                           you

                                                        on 


Christmas night.



If you listen closely,


with all your will,              you can hear Reindeer hooves


clomping loudly on the frosty dead hill.


And the 
angel's
angel's
angel's         melody


Peace at last.




First post.

Well hey there guys!
I decided to make a blog so I can blog my life and other various things.
SO, expect a ton of random of things that are stringed into my life.





ouo wooh, first post done.